i am really,really starting to hate you

to whom it may concern

please dont complain about how lonely you are or how everyone has deserted you.no one really cares or give a damn anymore because frankly,you brought it upon yourself. stop whining about how sad your life is because people leave you alone, and stop asking why things like these keeps on happening to you when you have so much to offer.

perhaps when you actually bother to analyze yourself thoroughly you will find the answer, and it all boils down to this : YOU are YOUR biggest enemy.
strangers become acquaintances who become friends. with you, it is because of what you do that it goes the opposite direction.when there are people who genuinely wants to be friends with you, you always manage to spoil it. even so, you have the same effect on other people.today i found out you had tried to do the same thing to me.

you are rather odd in the sense that whenever you try to quote something that another person had said previously, you always somehow manage to screw and twist the whole thing upside down.suddenly there will be new words inserted, with new meanings and its all for what?you, on your own, manage to pull people apart just like that. and the worst thing is you really remind me of someone i used to know and the most important part is that i am NO LONGER on speaking terms with that friend.

i tried to tolerate you, i did.irregardless of everything.

you can spread lies about others, and yet you wonder why we are not so close as we were before.

are you aware that you are very lucky that we are still TALKING to you?
one more wrong move, i can assure you that i will no longer even look at you.i have given you so many chances but looks like those chances are wasted on you.
look, i think i know why you are "angry" with me.though you have never expressed it, look, i know.

if you cant be a good friend , you will lose your friends.
in this case, if i have taken something that "belonged" to you, TOO BAD!
YOU brought this upon YOURSELF.
and that is more than anyone can say.

yours truly