sexual boundaries

the past couple of days have been pretty weird for me, cuz i have gone through a couple of not-so-comfortable situations..

its kinda hard to write what actually happened cuz then il be violating peoples privacy,isn't it?

but i do know for sure that what ive heard has caused me to seriously rethink everything i knew about these people. i'm not dissing them in any way, in fact what they did was considered rather normal in our society today, in the sexually oriented world we live in now.

but i wonder what is it about the appeal of sex that can make you change your perspectives so fast and so immediately? what happened to your so-call principles which you so firmly asserted with me just a couple of months back?
and what is it about sex that can make you act like a totally different person and really scare me in just an hour?

call me old fashion, call me narrow minded, but i believe that i do not fall into those categories..
i have no problem with flings, neither do i have a problem with curiosity about another person's sexual preferences. but i guess there is a limit, as always.

the more i think about it, the more i realise it isn't just about sex anymore. its about knowing your boundaries, and knowing when to stop when you have pushed on too far.. to me this guy sounded as if he was getting so damn excited with my answers even though they were not sexual in nature at all.. was i being too sensitive? no, not at all.

and how about really hating those who cheat on their other half but yet when you do it, its okay?

well, people change, i know they do.

ive learnt over the years that there is always a limit to what people will (or will not) do when it comes to this situation, and maybe all i need to do is let go of what i used to personify them with so that perhaps i wont feel so..disappointed after all..

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i believe the reason why i feel this way is not because sex is an uncomfortable topic with me, its just the way a person changes..you can tell in the way they push aside their principles, in the way they harrass you to tell them more because it excites them, in the way they don't even talk about anything else anymore.

sex maniacs? you be the judge.