OI EXAMS ARE NEAR

its so so scary.
its so scary when the revision schedules are out. its as if someone had ran into the room, naked, with the words
"OI, YOUR EXAMS ARE NEAR!"
in bright red painted all over.

its scary. so, so very scary.
law of trusts is incomprehensible.
evidence has so many intertwining statutes it reminds me of snakes when they're mating.
tort is still manageable.
land law concerns dispute over vast amounts of dirt.

*whacks head*
yeah, you see the type of lousy attitude i have towards my studies.
"you see, you have that kind of opinion towards your studies, OF COURSE you're gonna struggle no?"
so the guilty conscience, (lets call her Tangerine) says.
damn.
law, has turned my passion for reading into a neccessity.i no longer read because i want to, but because i have to, i must!
which sucks completely because somehow my body responds negatively to force being applied.
i have to make sure i can sit down at the table and do my revision notes properly. forget that my attention is of the short span variety. forget that i've skipped classes before, forget having to endure lectures while sitting way behind. forget that my notes are currently in a mess. forget that sometimes i don't jot the the dates on some of my lecture notes.
forget all that.
i know that in order to redeem myself, i have to make it work.
and i have to start that effort now, i guess. *winks*