slutty therapy

to those who are willing to spend time reading my blog, i just want to say thank you.

i think it can get a bit tiresome when i mostly speak aboout my limbo relationship. but alas, that is the one interesting event happening in my life at the moment.

on another note, ExBfNo3 had been pretty sweet, and talking to me pretty regularly in the past week. but somehow, i don't feel like wasting my time getting close to him again. a friend once said it's always the nicest in the beginning and every word rings a bell of truth.
what turned the milk sour? his unpleasant comments which left a bad taste in my mouth.

i dislike racism. unfortunately he said a couple of things that totally turned me off. come on, i have best friends from 3 of the major races, so if you are looking for a racist debate, please go elsewhere because i don't have the time to deal with your narrow mindedness.
each person has their own prejudices, but who are you to say you're more superior than another? cant we look beyond colour? stop using religion and race as a fucking excuse, alright? it all boils down to the person you are deep inside. look, even the Pharisees were a bunch of assholes and they are the ones who held pretty high positions in the synagogue, look at what happened to them?

ive always believed that if you want to be treated well, you have to treat others well too.
similarly, i wouldn't want people talking about my race, so i dont talk about others.
i am a strong believer of what it is to lead by example.

the thing about words? you can't take it back.
so i am not interested in what he has to say, anymore.

on to lighter things.

ive often wondered, how do people juggle more than 2 or 3 other people at one time? seriously? ive had my fair share of dealing with 3, 4 guys at a time, but its so exhausting.. furthermore, even when i am dealing with all of them, there is usually one person whom i pay most attention to.
on a good day, i end up making firm and fast friends. No feelings whatsoever.
on a bad day, i fall for one who turns out to be the wrong one to fall for.
how can i juggle these men without getting my feelings involved?
how do they do it?
they are sluts thats why. don't worry.
you know. maybe we need to be sluts so we dont get hurt.