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help me seriously.

i think the air in bkk is just super teruk, it wrecked havoc on my skin!

its no secret that ive been struggling with my skin condition, but lately its getting better in the sense that its not so red and angry looking anymore..ive got loads of whiteheads but those will clear out in due time (or so ive been told) however, today the right side of my face is entirely swollen, and looks so red and inflammed!

and im starting classes this saturday, how unlucky is that, seriously.

i never had acne on my cheeks not until i started college. and god knows the amount of money ive spent on tryng to improve my skin condition.

it really affects my self esteem, and ive become obssesed with trying to have flawless skin. i dont care if i do get the occasional pimple, but please, all this flareups on my cheeks are so glaringly obvious. but frankly, what else can i do? ive done almost everything short of lasers and microdermabrasions.ive tried clinique, ive taken antibiotics, ive done almost everything! and im tired of it, really.

someone recommended cellnique to me, and i think out of desperation il just go ahead and try it next month when im flush again. in the meantime though, i hope my acne will subside, cuz there is nothing more embarrassing than to be a 23 year old with such unflawless skin.