*SNIP*

*snipsnipsnip* away at all that bugs me. be it people, or things.
*snipsnipsnip* away at careless words uttered or actions designed to hurt.

to those of you who know me, know very well that i seem to find drama no matter where i go and no matter what i do. so im like this huge giant canvas just waiting to be painted as each day goes by.

anger- dash of red.
sadness- splashes of dark blue.
depression- slate.
happiness- orange.
contentment- yellow.
books- beige.
love- pink.
passion- fushia.
kiko- brown.
law- honeybee.
sam- burgundy.
college- off white.

often recently that canvas has been falling short of what it can be. certain areas became so ugly! tainted with some godforsaken colour so ugly, that it doesn't deserve a name.

so what i was trying to do was to paint over these areas with my own brand of colour. yellow, red, orange. but as every amateur artist would know, these light colours dont cover up ugly colours all that well as they should.

so i, decided for the very first time in for heaven only knows how long..to rip that part of the canvas away.
to cut it, draw a sharp blade through, anything as long as it is no longer part of this canvas that is my life.
sure, it ain't perfect what with all the jagged edges and uneven corners.
but at least its free from all that makes it ugly.