sunday
11th march, 2007.
blog had to be closed down temporarily due to some unforeseen circumstances.
Friday, March 09, 2007
its only natural to be interested in the enemy
i dont like confrontation, so i'll keep my comments to myself.
but shame on you on being such a gossipy tell-all
and to you? i may not have understood it then, but i see things in a clearer view now. thanks, for doing what you did. you may have gained a friend out of my loss, but all i see is just a way of making space in my life for those who matters.
so if i sounded bitter when you heard it, i was, but not at the time when you heard it.
after all, it must seem to be pretty nice to have friends now, when you didnt have any back then.
so there.
i rest my case.
but shame on you on being such a gossipy tell-all
and to you? i may not have understood it then, but i see things in a clearer view now. thanks, for doing what you did. you may have gained a friend out of my loss, but all i see is just a way of making space in my life for those who matters.
so if i sounded bitter when you heard it, i was, but not at the time when you heard it.
after all, it must seem to be pretty nice to have friends now, when you didnt have any back then.
so there.
i rest my case.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
how does it feels like to be invisible?
it feels nice, sometimes.
i never really liked to wear my glasses. its okay when your power low and if you only need to wear it because you can't see the board or something..i have been using glasses since i was 10 years old no thanks to my insane fondness for books. ...i've always tried to imagine how my life would be like if i had taken better care of my eyes, perhaps not to read so much, not to read in dark dark places, not to stare at the computer till my eyes become red...
my eyesight is pretty bad,evidenced by my thick lenses even though its the special kind where its supposed to be thinner then the ordinary lens. furthermore, i have always thought that i looked pretty different with them on because of the overall image a pair of glasses gives.
so yeah, i've never really liked wearing em.
but they can come in handy when you just wanna blend in with the faceless throng of people..when i just dont give a damn about whether my hair is combed properly or if i have a wrinkle-free shirt on...when i wanna walk through the entrance of centerpoint and not be accosted by the bloody fucking idiots standing there.
so the bottomline is?
being invisible when you want to, is pretty darn fine by me.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
has it been a year already?
i remember last year you had a birthday party at eastin, and so many of your friends and family came to celebrate with you...this year why so quiet, eh?
hehe..what a huge change from last year, yes? from the people we hang out with, and the people we thought we knew...but 'nuff of that, things are way much better now, you know what i'm talking about :)
it just sucks that your birthday happens to be on the first day of mocks,but its okay :) *lol*
you have yet to receive a present from me, but you could've come to OneU yesterday so that i can give it to you..so now you have to wait for saturday heheh...
happy birthday to you joycey, the girl with a monstrous appetite, the loudest laugh, and the warmest heart *hugs*
it just sucks that your birthday happens to be on the first day of mocks,but its okay :) *lol*
you have yet to receive a present from me, but you could've come to OneU yesterday so that i can give it to you..so now you have to wait for saturday heheh...
happy birthday to you joycey, the girl with a monstrous appetite, the loudest laugh, and the warmest heart *hugs*
Monday, March 05, 2007
the question is.......
SHOULD GERI GO FOR MOCKS?
i honestly don't know.
whats the point of going anyway?
i wouldn't know how to answer the questions, because i haven't really been studying.
BESIDES...
i have yet to get my earlier exam papers (which incidentally was for the mocks in december).
most of the people i know are thinking of not going, some have already decided that they wouldn't go. which makes lots of sense!
ARGH.
i still can't make my mind up *sob*
you know why?
cuz i'd feel pretty guilty. if i were to stay at home, what would i do?
1. STAYING AT HOME
a. sleep
b. watch telly
c. do some chores around the house since i cant sit still
d. go online
e. study (which will eventually end up with me going back to option 1)
BAD IDEA.
how about if i ACTUALLY went for the exam?
2. SIT FOR EXAM
a. wake up early, around 8.
b. endure a 20 minute ride to town
c. pay 5 bucks for parking
d. pretend i know what i m writing for 3 hours during the exam
e. endure a 30 minute drive home in the middle of the afternoon
and above all that still continue doing chores etc etc.
EVEN WORSE THAN IDEA No. 1!
ugh.
somebody. help me.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
oh how forgetful art thou~
with so many things happening, i just remembered that i forgot to write about my chinese new year.
i know that i did ramble on earlier about how i disliked going back, but from what i observe, things do get better year by year. perhaps its because the cousins are growing up, and that the aunties become more lenient. as a matter of fact, i was pretty much left alone, no interrogations whatsoever and that made spending new year a little bit more bearable :)
lets see..we went back on chinese new years eve. YES. on the EVE itself and usually what will take around 3 to 4 hours escalated into nearly sitting in the car for TEN HOURS.
yes.
you read corectly.
TEN HOURS.
600 minutes.
no kidding.
my butt became significantly flatter, i swear.
we arrived JUST in time for dinner.halfway through i felt dizzy, i guess its because i only had a salad for lunch so my sugar levels were pretty low. i can't understand how people can eat only salads for lunch, give me a good ol burger anytime ^__^
comparitively, i preferred the new year lunch, because i think the quality of the food was much better.and its SO cheap! for around 8 dishes or so, each table accomodating 10 people costs around 299 ringgit only! wah, imagine if it was in kl...surely it'll be 2x more, no? the dishes kept on coming till the cousins could only mutter "please, no more...".
O_O
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE REACHED THE LIMIT WHEN KIDS START REFUSING GOOD FOOD
anyhoo...i think chinese new year is the only time when relatives get the chance to fatten each other up (like as though we won't be eating for the rest of the year liddat)
YOU KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG WHEN THE KIDS START GRABBING AT THE VEGETABLES
because eating meat ONLY can cause SEVERE constipation. so many types of meat!
chicken
beef
pork
fish
prawn
HUH.
even the vegetable got some MEAT in it T_T"""
ANYWAY...
have you heard of a fountain occuring when you put mentos in a bottle full of coke?
my cousin did, and became obssessed to see if it really was true
so the boy asked his dad to buy a roll of mentos to try it out. the thing is, it will only work if it is a newly opened bottle, not one that has been sitting in the refrigerator. and preferably a full bottle, not one that is half full. so he put one in.
tak jadi
and then another
nothing happens
and then...
needless to say, it didnt work. all the elements were wrong!
the poor boy kept on looking at the bottle,shaking it...huh, his disappointment was so great that even I felt sorry for him..
while everyone, on new year is
an interrogation was going on...
luckily i was spared..it was a better new year because i just sat there and minded my own business while everyone else minded other people's business...
hm :) i wonder what would happen if she asked me the same question and i replied negatively?
actually, i don't really care also lah :D
i know that i did ramble on earlier about how i disliked going back, but from what i observe, things do get better year by year. perhaps its because the cousins are growing up, and that the aunties become more lenient. as a matter of fact, i was pretty much left alone, no interrogations whatsoever and that made spending new year a little bit more bearable :)
lets see..we went back on chinese new years eve. YES. on the EVE itself and usually what will take around 3 to 4 hours escalated into nearly sitting in the car for TEN HOURS.
yes.
you read corectly.
TEN HOURS.
600 minutes.
no kidding.
my butt became significantly flatter, i swear.
we arrived JUST in time for dinner.halfway through i felt dizzy, i guess its because i only had a salad for lunch so my sugar levels were pretty low. i can't understand how people can eat only salads for lunch, give me a good ol burger anytime ^__^
comparitively, i preferred the new year lunch, because i think the quality of the food was much better.and its SO cheap! for around 8 dishes or so, each table accomodating 10 people costs around 299 ringgit only! wah, imagine if it was in kl...surely it'll be 2x more, no? the dishes kept on coming till the cousins could only mutter "please, no more...".
O_O
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE REACHED THE LIMIT WHEN KIDS START REFUSING GOOD FOOD
anyhoo...i think chinese new year is the only time when relatives get the chance to fatten each other up (like as though we won't be eating for the rest of the year liddat)
YOU KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG WHEN THE KIDS START GRABBING AT THE VEGETABLES
because eating meat ONLY can cause SEVERE constipation. so many types of meat!
chicken
beef
pork
fish
prawn
HUH.
even the vegetable got some MEAT in it T_T"""
cousins from my dad's side
________________________________________________________
ANYWAY...
have you heard of a fountain occuring when you put mentos in a bottle full of coke?
my cousin did, and became obssessed to see if it really was true
so the boy asked his dad to buy a roll of mentos to try it out. the thing is, it will only work if it is a newly opened bottle, not one that has been sitting in the refrigerator. and preferably a full bottle, not one that is half full. so he put one in.
tak jadi
and then another
nothing happens
and then...
needless to say, it didnt work. all the elements were wrong!
the poor boy kept on looking at the bottle,shaking it...huh, his disappointment was so great that even I felt sorry for him..
while everyone, on new year is
gambling...
playing mahjong...
an interrogation was going on...
luckily i was spared..it was a better new year because i just sat there and minded my own business while everyone else minded other people's business...
hm :) i wonder what would happen if she asked me the same question and i replied negatively?
actually, i don't really care also lah :D
OI EXAMS ARE NEAR
its so so scary.
its so scary when the revision schedules are out. its as if someone had ran into the room, naked, with the words
"OI, YOUR EXAMS ARE NEAR!"
in bright red painted all over.
its scary. so, so very scary.
law of trusts is incomprehensible.
evidence has so many intertwining statutes it reminds me of snakes when they're mating.
tort is still manageable.
land law concerns dispute over vast amounts of dirt.
*whacks head*
yeah, you see the type of lousy attitude i have towards my studies.
"you see, you have that kind of opinion towards your studies, OF COURSE you're gonna struggle no?"
so the guilty conscience, (lets call her Tangerine) says.
damn.
law, has turned my passion for reading into a neccessity.i no longer read because i want to, but because i have to, i must!
which sucks completely because somehow my body responds negatively to force being applied.
i have to make sure i can sit down at the table and do my revision notes properly. forget that my attention is of the short span variety. forget that i've skipped classes before, forget having to endure lectures while sitting way behind. forget that my notes are currently in a mess. forget that sometimes i don't jot the the dates on some of my lecture notes.
forget all that.
i know that in order to redeem myself, i have to make it work.
and i have to start that effort now, i guess. *winks*
its so scary when the revision schedules are out. its as if someone had ran into the room, naked, with the words
"OI, YOUR EXAMS ARE NEAR!"
in bright red painted all over.
its scary. so, so very scary.
law of trusts is incomprehensible.
evidence has so many intertwining statutes it reminds me of snakes when they're mating.
tort is still manageable.
land law concerns dispute over vast amounts of dirt.
*whacks head*
yeah, you see the type of lousy attitude i have towards my studies.
"you see, you have that kind of opinion towards your studies, OF COURSE you're gonna struggle no?"
so the guilty conscience, (lets call her Tangerine) says.
damn.
law, has turned my passion for reading into a neccessity.i no longer read because i want to, but because i have to, i must!
which sucks completely because somehow my body responds negatively to force being applied.
i have to make sure i can sit down at the table and do my revision notes properly. forget that my attention is of the short span variety. forget that i've skipped classes before, forget having to endure lectures while sitting way behind. forget that my notes are currently in a mess. forget that sometimes i don't jot the the dates on some of my lecture notes.
forget all that.
i know that in order to redeem myself, i have to make it work.
and i have to start that effort now, i guess. *winks*
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