The Commando

alright, im feeling much better now.
last night around 2 i just couldnt sleep especially with all the nonsense going on in my mind. finally i was like alright, fuck it and i decided to msg alpha
are you angry with me or are you not talking to me for some reason?

NO REPLY.
typical la this boy!

but knowing that he is famous for being supercallifragilisticespiallidociously BROKE.
perhaps he had no credit?
case in point, we once went out and he only had 2 ringgit. WTF right?
what the hell, you only got 2 ringgit, so why you bother going out?!
because i want to see you ma. tak boleh ke?

anyways back to the story- i decided to call him (after much deliberation)
wei.
yes. listen! i got no credit!
uh huh..
now its the holidays, parents not giving me any money..
so we are..okay?
yes! we are alright..
sure?
yes la.. dont wory so much okay, you know me right, when i dont have money, i dont have money..
so how come you can still go out all that?!
i also dunno! like lepak at the mamak no need to spend money wat..i have to be like a commando la and see if my friends can cover for me..

*rolls eyes a gazillion times*
but i tell you. ive known him for 5 years. but i suppose this little habit of him being so careless with money is something i have to get used to..

so you know what?
im happier now.

and calmer.
and i hope il stay this way for a longer period of time *smiles*