Saturday, April 12, 2008

i'll stand very still so you wont have to be afraid of me

after having a considerably crappy day (from now on referred to as bluedays cuz i really really really really dont like blue) i decided enough is enough. no point of me wallowing in my self imposed misery


yes, i am aware that the sky in this painting is orange in colour.

so what i did was i decided to call norm. but first, i did ask him
"hi, how are you? are you busy?"
the sweetheart was not (or so he said) so i decided to give him a call.

"hi! what are you doing?"
"hey, nothing much, just hanging out with my friends, watching football"


FOOTBALL. O_O""


"hah? means you are not free la liddat!"
"nah, im free, im free"

wow. i thought most guys were really into football and cease to function when they are watching a game..
so him actually layan-ing me was really a very touching gesture *hugs*

felt tons better. really. like totally as though this giganourmous cloud was blown away by a very strong gust of wind.

he told me that its normal for everyone to feel the same way i do at one point or another. we are human after all and that we have to step up from whatever it is we are going through. its sound advice, given by one who's been there done that, you know?

eventhough its advice ive heard many times, i think all i really needed was to talk to someone. someone comforting.
and that is why, i feel so much better now.

oh?
just in case you were wondering.
she still has not replied me yet ^^

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

HEHEHEH *hugs* yeah don't let that kind of ppl bother you. i used to feel very sad when some of my high school friends purposely ignore my attempts to keep in touch with them, but if they don't want to, then cannot force right? and furthermore, better not to have these kind of ppl in your life, because they don't value friendship wan *pooi* hahaha :D

Anonymous said...

oh btw, your title is so cute! :D you're speaking to the happiness butterfly! too cute! :D :D

geri mimi su said...

thank you :) im glad that i do have my up days to balance my down days :P